Monday, November 23, 2009

Nov. 24th P.S.

I got 2 new pair of glasses with bi-focals for $99 at America's Best Eyeglasses the staff sucked but I'm happy with my new glasses. http://www.twopair.com/ check out the website it can help u find the store closes to u.

Long 2 weeks

This past few weeks have been busy with Nana n my mom who is sick again. She's been goin back n forth from hospital to home. She had a bad scare last Saturday, the hospital kept her. Her bloodpressure was way to high, she had numbness in her face n neck n left arm. Numbness is a bad sign/ symptom. Thank God she didn't have a stroke. She doesn't know how lucky she is. She had a heart attack last year, n the drs' found that she has a blockage in her left Cartoid Artery, that's not a thing u leave to long. It stops the blood flow to n from the heart to the brain n such. DUH! I asked her if all the syptoms make sense, she didn't get it either. This last hospital visit she learned that the artery is 95% blocked, n if the surgery isn't done, she may not survive the stroke. The surgery is scheduled for tomorrow, Tuesday, November 24, 2009. @ Oakwood/Dearborn. I talked to her the last few days, but she really doesn't understand the seriousness of this. I pray for her to come out of it healthier n calmer n happier. We shall c.
On a fun note, I went to c NEW MOON, excellent. I think they did better on this one, it has the break-up, re-unite, danger, action n the proposal. I was engrossed, didnt move from the seat for the 2hr 10minutes. I'm gonna go c it again. :)
I haven't worked on too much lately. I will post soon.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Borders: Twilight

Borders: Twilight

November

I paid all the bills n got a few things for the house. I took Nadia to c my mom the other day too. Things have been a lil busy, 2 babyshowers last weekend. A long week too. On Monday the 2nd my daughter's Godfather became a first time dad, his whole family is totally excited. They have a beautiful lil boy. I wanna c him,but I still have a mild cold, sniffles, sneezes n a cough. I wanna wait till I'm all better. Besides I heard from my daughter that her dad was coming into town Saturday to visit. Believe me, I rather not c him for any reason.
Sometimes I think I got the shit end of stuff, in the love department. Everyone I have had a relationship with or dated seems to b a asshole/cheater, mess. I guess I have bad taste in men. I don't like badboys, I don't want someone else's bf either. Men seem to think that big-girls r desperate sluts or something. I want my own guy, one that wants to b with me only, not every woman on the planet, I would like to have quality time with him, n c the smile on his face when he c's me or hear his happiness when we talk on the phone. I would like someone I can trust, feel some security with n just b happy n chill. I've never been lucky enough to have real love, I hope God grants me that b4 I leave this earth. Don't get me wrong, I luv my family n friends. But I would really like a mate/partner to spend my life with too. I was silly enough to think the last guy/ I wasted too much time on might b the one, my mistake. I was disappointed n hurt, now I'm just plain over it.
I have alot to do, Nana keeps me busy n she brightens my day always. :)
I should do more stuff in the house n work on my crafts when she isn't with me. Sleep waits for me. Nite Nite.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Oh Baby's

This month has been alot of babyshowers. Most of the babies r due in December. I worked on a few things this last few weeks, between fun days n time with Nadia. I caught up on some of my favorite tv shows on HULU . com, which is free tv online, yeah!. I wanna clean house, but everytime I get started, my back hurts n my head has been achy since my fall a fews ago. I'm tired, lol.
Nadia is great, Cheri is ok, lookin for another job just in case this one ends after graduation. Nurses r in demand.
Today we went to 2 babyshowers, Beckies' oldest daughter is having a girl I made her a babysweater set n booties. We hung out there longer, our friends r fun. Lila is a cardreader-palm reader - psychic. She read some palms, I'm not happy with my palm saying.. I will never marry again. I want love b4 I die. I knew that I'm a good mom n nana, n that I have a teaching heart n attitude, n give ppl the benefit of the doubt, but I keep people away at arms length too.
We left Beckie's n out to Newport area where my friend Violet lives. all her kids have manufactured homes(trailer houses, which r very nice) in Newport Farms, very nice area, lots of personality, plus I know more ppl living there. Violet's place is huge with a deck/porch n tool shed. Cheri n I love the place. I think I want to move out there. I know Cheri said it would b nice.
My mom was supposed to go with us, be she decided that she didn't want to ride in the car on the freeway for any reason. No problem, she very anxious n verbally abusive when she's in the car, which is the reason neither of us wants to take her anywhere anymore. She would rather have her friend Linda drive her anyways. OK by me. We left bout 1:45pm n got back here to my house close to 8pm. Last nite was end of daylite savings-- I set the clock back a hour. I'm gonna take the dogs out n hit the pillow, I'm fully exhaused.